brokenlolita

Confused Lolita

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+ When She Calls + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ When She Calls +

she calls me when she's lonely and whenever her girl is gone there are times when's she confused and nothing can be done i always pick the phone up i always lend an ear so i know all of her doubts, her frailties, and her fears but when i hear her voice i feel my resolution break does she know that all my smiles and my laughs are always fake? she doesn't know that i can't bear to still stand by her side but when she calls, i suck it back and listen to her cries she calls me when she's lonely when she needs someone to care i know it's not in my best interest but for her, i'm always there because the love was real a past tog

+ I Thought Of You + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ I Thought Of You +

Life is hectic, unpredictable people running to and fro work and family, worries, joys things to cut and things to grow tomorrow is not a promise today is lived like a hurricane so focused on this future of material and momentary gain But for a moment the rain stopped and the earth refused to spin i thought of you for one brief second but i could not let you in Emotions running fast like feet thoughts that never stop we take what we can get and wait for the other shoe to drop our gears are moving forward the future is coming fast we can't be slowed by memory lane or ghost from lives lived past But for a moment i choked an

+ Crimes of Passion + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Crimes of Passion +

would you blame me if i laid waste to the cafe where we first kissed? i don't think the over priced mochas or the blueberry scones would be missed. because i wanna tear it all down those happy memories we made and one by one i'll take them down every brick we ever laid would you blame me if i set aflame the apartment we shared for two years? i want the room where we made love to burn and evaporate my tears. because i wanna tear it all down love and passion, hate as well you look at these places and smile but each one is my personal hell. so it's not arson when I'm in pain in the end, I'll tell the judge this broken heart's t

Next Saturday, My Place by brokenlolita, literature

+ Cutter + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Cutter +

today razor blades are not enough there's a pain I need to feel touching your face right now i know this world just isn't real bring on needles, forks and glass just prove that i'm not dead this black heart that beats within i need to make it red i hug you and i kiss you i lay here at your side you have your way within me but i do not feel alive i let you touch the scars i let you stroke my skin but you cannot heal my pain not even from within today razor blades are not enough there's a pain I need to feel looking into your eyes right now i know this fantasy isn't real bring on knives and rusty nails all those places you

ENVY: A Letter by brokenlolita, literature

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ENVY: A Letter

Dear V, Sometimes, I envy you. I envy your strength – how you could just walk away without looking back. I know it must have weighted on your heart because you loved her. I saw it. I felt it. You loved her and yet you had the strength to say no to her charm and walk away. You said no to the pain she could cause and walked away. I envy you for that because even now I cannot. I hurt. I see her with her new love and wonder where I went wrong. Did you feel that way with me? Did you envy the way I could make her smile, the way I could make her laugh? Did you want the time I had with her? I’m just wondering. I guess I don

Life Time In A Day by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Why I Make Love To Her + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Why I Make Love To Her +

They tell me in your face realities displace and truths become askew and that is why I make love to you They tell me in your eyes morality dies and the wrongs become true and that is why I make love to you So they tell me They tell me you're my Satan You're the hell and the fire And love can never exist - I'm just with you for desire Carnal Desire So they tell me And if the mighty angels come and the demons run to hide I'll take your hand and touch your skin and still stand by your side And if the dying earth quakes and opens up the dark abyss I'll take your lips and look in your eyes and end it all with one kiss Th

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+ Lost Soul - Acts of Sin + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Lost Soul - Acts of Sin +

+ + + + + + + + + + + Lost Souls: Acts of Sin She sits on tombstones and speaks of graves and dead bodies that rot. She walks through graveyards and curses lost loves and souls that always lied. Then on Sundays She goes to church in a skirt and sits in the first row and stands up to sing hymns and bows her head to pray. She sits on coffins and writes about vampires and blood she's never had. She stands in crypts and sings about fallen angels and the deadly sins she's done. Then on Sundays She goes to church with a smile and sits in the first row and stands up to sing hymns and bows her head to pray. + + + + + + + + + +

+ Mirame + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Mirame +

+ + + + + + + + + + + Mirame Mirame: No soy la pequeña chica que conociste, La que te llego a querer, La que te escribia pajinas y pajinas de poesia, La que rechasaste. Mirame: No soy la chica innocente que conociste, La que soñaba con un amor eternal, Le que estaba feliz con solo verte y oir tu voz, La que rechasaste. Mirame: No soy la niñita que no pudiste amar, La que abandonaste llorando por tu amor. No soy esa pobre estupida Que hubiera dado asta su alma por solo besarte, La que tu rechasaste. Mirame: y yo te mirare a ti, Alla abajo de rodillas Queriendo un amor de aquella que te rechaso. Dime, Como se

+ Look At Me Now + by brokenlolita, literature

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+ Look At Me Now +

+ + + + + + + + + + + Look At Me Now Look at me. I am no longer that little girl you once knew, The one who loved you; The one who wrote you pages and pages of poetry; The one that you rejected. Look at me. I am no longer that innocent girl you once knew, The one who wished for eternal love The one who was happy with only seeing you and hearing your voice; The one that you rejected. Look at me. I am no longer that simple girl you couldn't love, The one you abandoned crying for your love. I am not that poor fool Who would have given her soul just to kiss you, The one that you rejected. Look at me and I will look at

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+ Cutter + by brokenlolita, literature

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About brokenlolita

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United States
Deviant for 21 years

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Current Residence: Neverland, TX
Operating System: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: Ryoko + Haruka + Shuichi + Ruyichi + Kintaro

Favourite Visual Artist

Mana

Favourite Movies

Interview With the Vampire

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Gackt + Mana + Hoobastank + 3DaysGrace + Jack Off Jill + Shaznaa + Kagrra

Favourite Games

Tekken + Soul Calibur 3 + DDR + Kingdom Hearts

Favourite Gaming Platform

RPG + Fighting + Racing + DDR

Tools of the Trade

My Darker Third + My Lighter Half

Other Interests

Drawing + Graphics + Poetry + Fashion + Fire

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brokenlolita

Dec 8, 2008

Return to DA?

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I don't have a life right now... So why don't I make one up? Lol yeah I'm considering taking up drawing and writing fiction again. Maybe even sewing a cute little dress or two. I'm tired of all these girls. I think I need to get out of Dallas. >.

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brokenlolita

Sep 10, 2008

HER HEART IS BROKEN...

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And her soul is shattered, but she's taking the pieces into her hands and hopes to make art out of them... Maybe she will find the words... Maybe she will find the lines... Maybe fortune will smile and she'll put herself back together... + + + + + + + + + + But she is working on a chibi style tarot set.  ^__^ And she's met someone new. Someone she likes :P

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brokenlolita

Feb 13, 2008

CIGARETTES and SWEET MEMORIES

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I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But its home to me and I walk alone Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you I remember cigarettes and a cold breeze. I remember love and friendship. I remember freedom. I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams When the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone I remember this song in a mixed CD and the life I destroyed. Yeah, that's what I did, with my own two hands I took all the dreams my parents had for me and shattered them. Not once, not twice - but countless times. And I will not regret it.

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Starluscious

Jun 7, 2015

Write about what bothers you. you did this back when I was deviant "school" on here. I'm literally trying to get all my artwork, collabs, etc.. from all 3 of my former accounts up here, and just turn this former "crossdressing and poems only" account here I made years ago, into a art of many kinds account, just like my first 3. except this one will stay open for life. and I hope to be here another 90 years to write, draw, etc.. How are you? Long time no talk

thanks for faving!

thanks for the

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TrueLoveIsOrange

Sep 13, 2008

Thank you so much for adding my works to your favourites. I appreciate it. ^.^

nightmaresghost

Jul 5, 2008

Garr! Isa is a sexy girly! *WHOOT* hope you had a good 4th and are having a great weekend!

Starluscious

Mar 18, 2008

You haven't written Daniel in a very very very very long time via the mail you and he did for the last 2 years. He misses that, he's trying to figure out if you kept the paper I put my lipsticks on etc. Remember, he remembers I sent it to you

We haven't talked in so long. I still and he still has your number as we both recall, and we're both still single!

Mako-Fufu

Feb 21, 2008

Thanks for the fave!